Stephy is sooooooo happy!

The past two days have been so wonderful. Ryan got home from his trip to Honduras. He looks so good!! He's all tan and handsome and just HOT!! I have had the best time hearing about his trip and spending some really special quality time with him. I am so glad that he's back! I missed him so much!!!! I feel like I have been on cloud 9 the past few days. I'm all smiles and giggles...

While I'm happy in my personal life, I am getting burnt out at work. I know I shouldn't complain right now because all the accountants at my office are working 55+ hours a week and I am only working 40, but still... I'm EXHAUSTED!! I am so tired all the time! I wish I were independently wealthy and didn't have to work. I love my job and I am good at it, but some days I wish I could sleep in until I wake up naturally (NOT from an alarm) and not have anything pressing to do other than get a massage and a pedicure and have some quality "Steph time". Someday!! Until then, I will dream big!!

How is everyone else feeling in their work lives right now? Any one who has any words of wisdom or encouragement, please leave a comment! It will be greatly appreciated and treasured forever. Hahahahaha!!

HE'S BACK!!

So Ryan flew back into town this morning and I am so excited to see him later this evening. I'm so happy he's back!!! Welcome home Ryan, I super missed you!!!!

Counting the days...

The end is in sight, I can see it! Ryan comes home in four days. He's been gone for a week already. Since we got serious and exclusive we haven't gone this long without seeing each other or at least talking on the phone. We've exchanged a few e-mails, but it's not the same as seeing him and talking to him face to face. I knew I would miss him, but I didn't think it would be this tough or this lonely. I miss him so much. Miss isn't even the right word, I can't describe how I feel. He is my best friend, and right now I just feel so lonely and so miserable. I have to come to realize that he makes me so happy and just being in his presence makes my day better. I miss EVERYTHING about him right now, even the stuff that drives me nuts! I am so relieved that he will be back on Monday. I just CAN'T wait to see him, hug him, and give him a big kiss. Ryan, I am so excited to see you again! I miss you and love you. Get home safely!!!!! I love you Ryan!!!

The sun is out!!

Hey everyone... did you notice? It's sunny in the Portland Metro today! I hope everyone is outside enjoying the limited sun we get this time of year!!!! I have a great view of it from my office...

DRAMA!

OK, so I thought once we were adults the drama and adolescent behavior would stop. If you're my friend and you know me, then you know what I am talking about. I just have to get if off my chest...

GROW UP!!!!!

We are supposed to be grown ups now. If you don't know how to do that, let me know and I will get you a book on it. I wish you well in your life and I hope this is the last of this... Its draining and exhausting and I'm done.

I feel so much better now... Yeah for venting!! To all of my friends who have had to hear about this, I am so sorry to have wasted your time and my breath. Not one more word will be said about this, EVER!! I am washing my hands of it because I DON'T CARE!!!

Whew...I'm glad this is over!! Have a great day everyone!!! Closure is WONDERFUL!

I miss Ryan...

Wow! It has been quite a while since I last blogged. I am going to make an effort to do more blogging!! So my boyfriend Ryan is on a fabulous vacation with his WONDERFUL family in Honduras. He left last Thursday and isn't returning until next Monday. That's right... he's gone for 12 days. The first few days were fine and it was nice to have some alone time. But now I'm just missing him terribly. The crappy part is that he is my best friend and it's like I don't have my best friend to talk about my frustrations, vent about my crummy day at work, dish gossip about celebrities, watch TV with, and just hang out with. We have the best time together and I miss my buddy. You know what I mean? Of course I miss his voice and his kisses and hugs (he give the BEST hugs ever!!!). I just wish he was here so I could talk to him about a lot of stuff that is going on in my life right now. I guess I am just super lonely and I miss my friend... Ryan, please come home soon... I miss you soooooooooooo much!!!!