New Beginnings

So it has been quite a while since I have last posted anything. A lot has happened. Here's a brief synopsis of my life:

• Ryan and I broke up (not by my choice)
• I got laid off September 2009
• I gained 80 lbs
• I finally got a job November 2010
• I've lost 56 of those 80 lbs
• I'm trying to move on
• My sister had a 3rd baby (Thomas Clark Tennant)
• My little sister is finally clean and doing well
• I paid my car OFF!

So... that's my life in a nutshell. I will try to keep this updated just a little bit more... But on a good note, I did get a promotion last Thursday, so that was exciting!!

Martin Sexton

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I just wanted to introduce you all to a guy named Martin Sexton. He is amazing!! Enjoy. You're welcome.

Ahhh...Tuesday....

Right now I am sitting at work trying to will my self to want to complete my tasks at hand. I have no motivation. I want to be at home in my Snuggie (yes... we caved to the hype and bought them) watching trashy daytime TV, which always makes me fell better about my economical and relationship situations, doing absolutely nothing that requires ANY brainpower. But, since I can't do that (the rent doesn't pay itself), I will assemble yet another tax return and count the minutes until 5 pm. Happy Tuesday all!!!

I have the best boyfriend ever

I am the luckiest girl in the world. So, a couple of nights ago Ryan and I made dinner together. He totally helped me, he chopped up all the veggies and he checked in with me while doing it to make sure he was chopping correctly (if you know me, you know I have my quirks and that I like things done a certain way). It was so much fun and dinner turned out great. We made spaghetti and meat balls from scratch. It was DELICIOUS! Ryan was such a help! So after dinner, I was tired and wanted to take a shower... but there's all those dishes in the sink and the mess from dinner that needs to be taken care of. Well, let me tell you!! I HAVE THE BEST BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD!!! Not only did he clean up the kitchen, but he did all the dishes and made the kitchen look as good as I do. I didn't have to lift one finger. Thanks Ryan for being so good to me. I am so lucky to have you in my life!!

Stephy is sooooooo happy!

The past two days have been so wonderful. Ryan got home from his trip to Honduras. He looks so good!! He's all tan and handsome and just HOT!! I have had the best time hearing about his trip and spending some really special quality time with him. I am so glad that he's back! I missed him so much!!!! I feel like I have been on cloud 9 the past few days. I'm all smiles and giggles...

While I'm happy in my personal life, I am getting burnt out at work. I know I shouldn't complain right now because all the accountants at my office are working 55+ hours a week and I am only working 40, but still... I'm EXHAUSTED!! I am so tired all the time! I wish I were independently wealthy and didn't have to work. I love my job and I am good at it, but some days I wish I could sleep in until I wake up naturally (NOT from an alarm) and not have anything pressing to do other than get a massage and a pedicure and have some quality "Steph time". Someday!! Until then, I will dream big!!

How is everyone else feeling in their work lives right now? Any one who has any words of wisdom or encouragement, please leave a comment! It will be greatly appreciated and treasured forever. Hahahahaha!!

HE'S BACK!!

So Ryan flew back into town this morning and I am so excited to see him later this evening. I'm so happy he's back!!! Welcome home Ryan, I super missed you!!!!

Counting the days...

The end is in sight, I can see it! Ryan comes home in four days. He's been gone for a week already. Since we got serious and exclusive we haven't gone this long without seeing each other or at least talking on the phone. We've exchanged a few e-mails, but it's not the same as seeing him and talking to him face to face. I knew I would miss him, but I didn't think it would be this tough or this lonely. I miss him so much. Miss isn't even the right word, I can't describe how I feel. He is my best friend, and right now I just feel so lonely and so miserable. I have to come to realize that he makes me so happy and just being in his presence makes my day better. I miss EVERYTHING about him right now, even the stuff that drives me nuts! I am so relieved that he will be back on Monday. I just CAN'T wait to see him, hug him, and give him a big kiss. Ryan, I am so excited to see you again! I miss you and love you. Get home safely!!!!! I love you Ryan!!!